so...

so if i am going to practice forgiveness

by forgiving others without judgement

or holding back

freely, gracefully and with an open heart

BUT

i am not willing to do that for myself

that seems to be self defeating.

i need to be able to extend the same

grace and love and respect and second chances

to myself

first...

otherwise,

am i truly walking in forgiveness or just talking about it

and making it sound all good to me on the surface.

i need to practice treating myself with the same love and genuine grace

that i extend to others right?

right?

so,

i am going to work very hard at listening to

my wise gentle self rather than my harsh condeming self

and let stuff go!

just let it go...whoosh...off it goes...

forgive

accept the forgiveness

repeat

forgive

accept the forgiveness

repeat

eventually i shall get it!